Reading For Wisdom & Redemption In 2020

What books did you read in 2020 that you’d recommend? Here’s my Top 10 (& 20, &30, and more) for books that helped me make more sense of 2020, for redeeming it, and enjoying it.

The year 2020, for me started off in wonder, anticipation and joy. The first eight weeks included preparation for and the experience of the visiting Y’s and sacred sites in the Holy Land with the YMCA OnPrinciple cohort.

Upon returning, the rumblings of the COVID pandemic could no longer be ignored, and within weeks we were in lockdown, quarantined at home, facing unprecedented uncertainties.

My vocation, my work with the YMCA, and my family situation gave me strategic time to read. Three themes intersected: how to strengthen the Christian presence of the YMCA, how to do this in a VUCA (volatile, uncertain, complex, ambiguous) reality with the pandemic and economic disruption, amidst resurgence of overdue racial inequity protests across the country. All this hardship exacerbated by the outrageous, slanderous, inflammatory politic rhetoric by irresponsible power-mongers.

How did we get here, what is next? Christianly? Racially? Politically? Morally? Economically? Religious & Spiritually? For the YMCA? For the Church?

Based on material I had been reading for years, and shaped by timely recommendations of trusted friends, here is my reading list for 2020, in my striving to gain wisdom and nurture redemption in our chaotic, dangerous, yet beautiful world.

I’d be glad for more recommendations of what to read in 2021.

Tim’s 2020 Top Ten Books


( * = unfinished / + = reread portions annually)

God’s Gamble, by Gil Bailie

Revolutionary theology integrating Christian reflections of Rene Girard for our culture and mimetic realities.

Jesus and the Disinherited, by Howard Thurman

Raw, candid, wise, hopeful meditations by a black preacher for his black congregation, a world leader writing out how to survive as a black Christian in early 20th century America.

The Protestant Era, by Paul Tillich

What’s going on with the withering of Protestant Christianity in America? Tillich asks tough questions, he digs deep into the beliefs and practices which are shaping our seeming decline.

New Creation As Metropolis, by Gibson Winter

A hopeful and grounded vision of how Christians in the church can be participants in the flourishing of their community.

A Better Hope, by Stanley Hauerwas

Provocative; a unique, refreshing yet disturbing take on how Christians can embody our Lord Jesus in the dark realities of this American culture.

Christianity and Power Politics, by Reinhold Niebuhr

Brilliant insights of the early 20th century that still resonate today for how Christians leverage their power for the gospel and their community. Shaped by the horrors of the Great War and emerging Nazism, this is crucial content that needs to be re-engaged and adapted for us now.

The Fire Next Time, by James Baldwin

Poetic, empathetic, brutally honest, searching, yearning, wounded; a hard look at reality for a talented black man in a Christian country.

Go Set A Watchman, by Harper Lee

It’s connected with the storyline of To Kill A Mockingbird, but it stands on its own. A fascinating yet rough read, if you let it be, for upending assumptions and opening up disturbing realities about oneself.

Roots, by Alex Haley

I’ll never be the same. Literal tears stain the pages of my book.

The Lemon Tree, by Sandy Tolan

A history for which I know to little, and from what I do think I know, I now know reality is much more complex, painful, and yet hopeful. A genuinely unique story, and a very good one.

Bonus (& reread): The Source, James Michener

My third time reading it, this time to prepare for my trip to the Holy Land again, this tine with the YMCA. The storyline, the scope of the ages, the humanity, the cultures – while there is much to critique, it does provide a humbling yet awe inspiring take on our humanity, our faith, and our future.

Out of the 60+ books I read this year (or reread, or started, finished, or read partially) here’s the second half of the top twenty:

Strategic Doing, by Ed Morrison – practical system for community collaboration, especially in a VUCA world; rich, thoughtful, humane, successful content.

Letters from the Desert, by Carlos Caretto – spiritual reflections from a real man in the real world, with a European perspective in the north African wilderness.

*A Palestinian Cry for Reconciliation, by Naim Stifan Ateek – passionate liberation theology of Christian leaders striving against impossible odds to do God’s will with love towards their enemies and justice for all.

The Death of Race, by Brian Bantum – the personal and probing theologizing opens up for me ways that race and Christianity are intimately intertwined in America, of ways forward, in Christ.

*The Kingdom of God in America, by Reinhold Niebuhr – a step back into time, when American Christian theologians work with the Church Fathers, Greek philosophers, European theologians, to address our pragmatic US political and religious culture, shaped deeply by the Great War, the Great Depression, and the aftershocks of the Enlightenment- which is still the case in 2020, just more complicated.

*Christianity and Civilisation, by Emil Brunner – a fresh, rejuvenating European take on ways Christendom has shaped our world, and how to move forward; a fan of the YMCA and one who eloquently writes out the implicit beliefs of the Y.

*The End of History and The Last Man, by Franics Fukuyama – still relevant, still insightful, still necessary reading to make sense of 2020.

Be The Bridge, by Latasha Morrison – a crucial Christian contribution to the personal and cultural work of racial reconciliation; it is personal, practical, hopeful.

*For The Life of the World, by Alexander Schnemamm – an American Russian Orthodox priest and professor making accessible the beauty and compelling theotic reality of the Eucharist for life in American culture.

The Great Bridge, by David McCullough – gritty story of genius and corrupt New York characters building the enduring Brooklyn Bridge. A great tale of greatness in early American civilization.

Bonus: The Evening and the Morning, by Ken Follett – I love these tales of cathedrals, the loving attention to detail of the structures, the history, and the people who you grow to admire, root for, and hate. This prequel was unexpected, and a pure delight.

For the final set of the top thirty:

Wouldn’t Take Nothing For My Journey Now, by Maya Angelou

+The Enneagram: A Christian Perspective, Richard Rohr

+The Wisdom of the Enneagram, by Russ Hudson and Don Riso

+Mortal Beauty, God’s Grace, poems by Gerard Manley Hopkins

Mother Jones, by Judith Pinkerton Josephson

+Strength to Love, by MLKJr

+Voices, by Dietrich Bonhoeffer

A Spirituality of Fundraising, by Henri Nouwen

*From Beiruit To Jerusalem, by Thomas Friedman

*Jerusalem: A Biography, by Simon Sebag Montefiore

Bonus: Faith for Living, by Lewis Mumford

Other Books I Enjoyed Reading in 2020:

*Social Ethics and the Return to Cosmology: A Study of Gibson Winter by Moni McIntyre

*From Land to Lands, by Munther Isaac

+I Saw Satan Fall Like Lightening, by Rene Girard

*Love Does, by Bob Goff

+What Are People For, by Wendell Berry

Militia Christi, by Adolf Von Harnack

*Faith on Earth, by H. Richard Niebuhr

*Hermeneutics and Criticism, by Friedrich Schleiermacher

In The Name of Sanity, by Lewis Mumford

*Reason for Being, by Jacques Ellul

The Christian Intellectual; Fools for Christ, by Jaroslav Pelikan

*Character of Community, by Stanley Hauerwas

*Social Sources of Denominations; The Irony of American History, by Reinhold Niebuhr

*Political Order and Political Decay, by Francis Fukuyama

*The Fire This Time, by Jesmyn Ward

*Gilkey on Tillich; *Naming the Whirlwind, by Langdon Gilkey

*Sacred Rhythms, by Ruth Haley Barton

+Seasons of Life; +Guilt and Grace; +The Healing of Persons, by Dr. Paul Tournier

What We Talk About When We Talk About God; Drops Like Stars, by Rob Bell

*Spirituality, a Very Short Introduction, by Philip Sheldrake

Canoeing the Mountains, by Tod Bolsinger

*Cost of Discipleship, by Dietrich Bonhoeffer

*Manifesto of the Communist Party, by Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels

+The Divine Hours: Autumn Edition & Christmastide, by Phyllis Tickle

+Works of Love, by Soren Kierkegaard

FICTION

Troubled Blood, by Robert Galbraith

*Pillars of the Earth, by Ken Follett

a dozen Jack Reacher novels, by Lee Childs

a half-dozen Sherlock Holmes short stories, by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

*The Name of the Rose, by Umberto Eco

*1984, by George Orwell

*The Brothers Karamazov, by Fyodor Doestevsky

YMCA & The Field of the Shepherds: Merry Christmas!

Three amazing experiences I had while at the YMCA in Bethlehem:

* visit Basilica of the Nativity and kneel at the place believed where Jesus was born

* visit YMCA Field of the Shepherds where its believed angels announced the birth of the Christ-child

* and feast on falafels, believed by me to be the best in the world.

On February 14, 2020 the YMCA OnPrinciple team spent the day in Bethlehem.

Today is Christmas Eve, and I’m reflecting on life in February and how our world has changed since then; of my time in Bethlehem and how the world has changed from that first Christmas Eve, and how the YMCA as a global movement still strives to embody the good news in fields and little towns, crowded cities and refugee camps.

For me, the presence of Christ is strong within the YMCA of the Holy Land.

The geography matters, the history is real, the suffering and hope are palpable.

The short time there was enough to infuse in me the desire to make the healing presence of Christ as real as possible in my YMCA-world.

Below are some pics from the visit to the YMCA at the Field of the Shepherds, the Basilica of the Nativity, and enjoying falafels with friends.

Visiting the Beit Sahour YMCA & Field of the Shepherds

Learn more about the amazing projects with the YMCA – it includes mental health support, support for youth with disabilities, rehabilitation work and more.

Someday soon, Lord willing, I hope to return with more YMCA friends. Let me know if you’d like to join us there!

Basilica of the Nativity – a few pics & notes:

Falafels with OnPrinciple Friends!

Click here for all of the blog posts reflecting on the YMCA in the Holy Land.

#CHRISTISNOWHERE: Will We Find Jesus, Our King Of Christmas? – [Fourth Sunday / Sermon of Advent]

With all the shopping and wrapping, hurry and stress of the season, along with the many crises of 2020, it is almost impossible to sense the presence of Christ. What can we do to remember and live as if Jesus is King of our Christmas?

Advent is that season of the church which precedes Christmas.

It’s a time to remember when Christ was nowhere.

We are the Christmas people though, believing and giving witness to the world that Christ is now here.

But there was a time in the world when Christ was not.

And that is how it still feels for too many people.

It can feel that way in the church too.

Often it feels like Christ is nowhere, but we choose to remember and believe that Christ is now here.

There is a word that describes this Advent experience.

Prolepsis.

Prolepsis is not a word used much around my house. Never, actually.

For those in speech or debate class, you may be familiar with prolepsis. It’s the anticipation and answering of a possible objection to a point you are making in your presentation.

For those that are story-tellers, we use phrases that tap into prolepsis.

When we use a phrase like: “he was a dead man walking” – he’s not really a dead man yet, but he will be, and he is seen as a dead man now, though he is not yet.

A few years ago I was in jail, thinking about prolepsis.

Following my sermon study, I made a visit to the county jail. While waiting for the inmate to be brought out for our visit, I stood leaning against the cement wall pondering how to explain prolepsis.

I got to thinking of all the inmates I have visited in jail.

There are some inmates who are truly imprisoned.

For them, the past, present, and future are wrapped up in being imprisoned now. They feel trapped, they don’t know how to avoid being jailed, and though they don’t want to stay in prison, they don’t know what to do different to stay out of prison once they get out.

But there are the prisoners I visit with who are already free.

They may be on the other side of the glass, but they are with me in spirit. When we talk, we talk about what will be different, and what is already different. They are ready to do the work now that will both lead to freedom and keep them free.

They are not just living in the future, they are doing now what they will need to do in the future to be and stay free.

Though they are not as free as they want to be, they are as free as they can be. They are so certain of becoming an staying future, that they live and act now as if they are free.

That is prolepsis. The future present now, but not yet. The present that is yet to be. The future unfolding in the now.

Prolepsis in Scripture is scripted by promises.

Prolepsis helps us see the Christmas story anew, because Christmas is about promises made and promises kept.

Christmas is about the present that is yet to be, about a future that is unfolding in the now.

Christmas is about Jesus as king now, but not yet.

You can see this so clearly in Mary the mother of Jesus, as written down in the Gospel according to Luke.

The messenger of God proclaims good news to Mary:

you shall bear a son who will save his people from their sins; You will name him Jesus, and he will lead his people out of exile; Jesus will become king of Israel, he will sit upon the throne of his ancestor King David, and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever; His kingdom shall come and it will never end.

What does Mary do? A few things.

First she wonders why the angel is even there.

Then she wonders how all this will happen.

But then, in wonder and delight, she responds with faith and faithfulness:

“May it be to me as you have promised.”

Mary, Theotokos – mother of God

Soon after she hurries off to hang out with her cousin Elizabeth, who had a similar encounter with a messenger of God.

While there, Mary bursts into song, and it’s full of prolepsis.

Mary’s song envisions a world where what God has promised has already come to pass.

Mary’s Song of Protest, Gospel via Luke, chapter 2

All the angel did was announce the birth of a king, and Mary is singing about the downfall of the proud.

Mary believes a savior will be born, and now she is lauding the Lord for having lifted up the poor and humiliated.

She’s not even pregnant yet, and Mary acts as if the promises to Abraham and David have already been fulfilled.

That is prolepsis.

Believing a promise so strongly you behave as if it is fully true now.

King David had a promise-making moment with the Lord, one that is very relevant to Mary’s song and our proleptic examples.

He finally had rest from warring against his enemies. David sat firm and secure on his throne. But as he looked out from his palace, he realized that God dwelled in a tent. Whereas David sat in royal splendor, God’s house was a stitched together of animal skins.

Maybe David felt guilty? Maybe David felt bad for God? Whatever the reason, God wasn’t impressed. He didn’t need a new house, didn’t want a new house, and didn’t ask David to build anything for him.

Actually God put David in his place: who are you to decide what kind of house is good enough for God?

But then God followed up with a string of promises to David: God will build a house for David that lasts forever. The God of Israel who established David’s kingdom will cause it to never end.

It’s an extraordinary promise to David, who is completely humbled by this turn of events.

David breaks into song and prayer, praising the Lord for making this promise to his house, to Israel. But David sings as if the promise is already fulfilled, he prays as if the kingdom is an eternal one already.

It’s like when a bride and groom pledge to uphold their vows to one another, promising fidelity forever.

In that moment, they are caught up in savoring an eternal promise. Right there and then they experience the feeling of a promise of forever fidelity.

For sports fans out there, everyone knows that elite athletes practice prolepsis. The basketball shooter at the free throw line can see himself putting the ball through the hoop before he actually does it. The future point is already present in the now, but not yet.

The quarterback can already see his wide receiver making the catch in the end zone before the throw has been made. The sprinter has already crossed the finish line in first place before he is out of the starting blocks.

In their minds they are victors before the contest has begun. They practice in prolepsis, seeing themselves holding the trophy while they prepare for it as if it had already come to pass, but not yet.

This is what the church does when we share in Eucharist together.

The bread and the cup of communion is a present experience of a future reality, the Great Banquet with the King. We eat and drink now as if the Great Banquet has already started.

We believe we are having a communion with the Lord now as if he had already set the table.

Or take baptism: we go under the water and are brought up from it as if we were dying and being resurrected from the dead.

Baptism is death and resurrection now, but not yet. It is believing the promise so strongly, we live now as if we have already died and been raised bodily from the grave.

Prolepsis is powerful and transformative; it is the name we give to the experience of believing the promises made to us, and living in the light of them.

Advent is a proleptic event: it reminds the church that we are a proleptic people.

If you:

have been baptized, you are living in prolepsis

partake of Eucharist, you are doing prolepsis

believe the promises God made to Israel were fulfilled in Jesus and are given now to you,

then you are doing prolepsis.

Christmas is prolepsis; the First Christmas being prolepsis of the Last Christmas.

Jesus coming to Israel as their king was a now AND a not-yet reality.

He is God reigning over the world in Jesus of Nazareth, king of Israel and lord of all nations, but not yet.

The crucified, resurrected, ascended Lord Jesus Christ was, is, and shall rule in truth and grace forever; he does so now through the church, but not yet fulfilled.

He has promised to rescue us from sin and death, we experience it now, but not-yet.

We are so confident in Jesus keeping his promise to save us, that we act as if it has already happened; the future present now.

Our trust in the Lord is so strong that we live now as if our forgiveness on Judgment Day has already occurred; the present that is yet to be.

The faith we have in God is so vibrant, we believe that his reign has already begun on the earth;
Christmas is about promises made and promises kept.

Christmas is about prolepsis. Will you believe it?

For those with searching eyes and yearning hearts, it too often feels like Christ is nowhere.

That’s what it felt like to the inmate I visited in jail, as she poured her heart out to me. How does God feel so far away? Why doesn’t he feel close?

But to those who have heard the promise and believe it, Christ is now here.

That is prolepsis.

And that is what Christmas is all about.

2020 Lectionary Reading for the Fourth Sunday of Advent: 2Samuel 7v1-11 & 16 // Luke 1v47-55 // Romans 16v25-27 // Luke 1v26-38